Struggling...and a small victory

Lately I've been struggling with not eating junk food- I've been having too much sugar lately, esp at Good News Club(s) :P Even tho i know it's not good and healthy for me I just keep doing it. I really need to stop it. And sometimes it feels like it's impossible for me to lose weight and be thinner. And healthier. It will definitely be a long journey, but I'm trying to remember why I wanted to lose weight in the first place. Instagram is helping me be inspired...I'm following some people on their weight loss journey and they post some sayings and quotes that helps me sometimes. I think I better write down any that helps me, motivates me in notebook or on piece of papers and hang it up in my room. I plan to either do it today or tomorrow- make a poster to help motive me, and hopefully that will help too. I plan to put a pic of me now, and then later when i've lost the weight for an before and after. Today, I'm doing okay so far- in fact last night i decided to set out clothes for me to workout and I posted it on IG...and this morning I got up early and at first didn't want to do it but then I checked my IG and some people liked my pic and commented...so I decided to do it even tho I didn't want to. So...yeah I did it and it wasn't as bad as I was thinking...just the lunges, squats and jumping jacks I dislike :P lol. I'm doing Th.e Big.gest Lo.ser workout dvd that I brought 1-2 years ago. I started doing it but then just stopped for no reason... :P probably too lazy or something like that. Anyways...afterwards I feel really good and little sore. Made a peanut butter banana smoothie- I've never made smoothies before but now I'm planning to try to do them more to have some carbs, protein and just something good after/before my workout(s). I had to give my siblings a ride somewhere and then after dropping them off I decided to stop by Walmart just to browse around for a bit. I ended up buying a blank poster to TRY to start the project later today...I might post a pic of it after its done but we'll see. I'm hoping to get my room cleaned up today- I'm thinking of trying to get moving around more this weekend instead of just lying around on my bed reading or browsing around on my phone. I really wish I have a dog sometimes...definitely will get plenty of movement and walks if I had one :o)